I'm glad I made the most of my painfree time. Because here comes the flare up and the pain.
So I've just started my first period since coming off Primolut. It was 27 days, not bad for me. I'll take that all day but it's still early days yet. The first day which was the 19th wasn't too bad pain wise. I was in pain but I still manage to leave the apartment and spend a lovely afternoon with my Mum and Sister. That evening though I began to feel very uncomfortable, too hot, legs were cramping and I knew I needed to get home.
The night of the 19th was horrible. The pain kept me awake. It felt like both ovaries were being pulled, stretched and twisted. The bleeding as usual is heavy, a lot of black clots which sometimes are painful to pass. I was exhausted yesterday. Literally had to crawl to the bathroom I was in that much pain. What worries me is the painkillers I am on aren't doing anything. I'm not getting any relief this time. I tried having a bath, it just irritated me more. Tried breathing exercises for the waves of muscle contractions and this was somewhat helpful. It helped to focus on my breathing to get me through those intense bouts. Like a ripple crossing my pelvis, the contractions come and go but are so extreme they have made me collapse and cry out with pain.
I also tried meditating, just clearing my mind and using some relaxation techniques I have learned. It was like being interrupted by a demanding toddler. The pain wants my attention all of the time.
I'm thinking I may try the Castor Oil Packs. In this weather keeping a heat pad on its so difficult. You run the risk of dehydration if you're not careful :-) Plus with the hot water bottle I accidentally burned my leg and it blistered. Don't want blisters on my stomach.
The boyfriend keeps telling me basically how he has no faith in the treatment here in Ireland and believes the only way for me to find relief is through surgery. He wishes strongly that I would visit his homeland and see Doctors there.
I'm not sure. I've reached my limit with Doctors to be honest. Treatments that haven't worked and now feeling like my only option is progesterone or nothing.
I'll look for an alternative thanks.
Hope you ladies are all hanging in there.
Love
Love
XxxX
